Wednesday, October 15, 2008
why...?? what..??
alot of whys and whats have been goin through my head the past few days...having constant dizziness and headaches due to this..most of u know tat i am a thinker...watever decisions i make i think 3 steps ahead..when i think hard..well..there are side effects..tats why i always standby a packet of panadol wherever i go..
i respect my father alot..belief tat i have told some of ur tat...tats the reason why i did not send my withdrawal form todae..it was upon his request..but wad pissed me off was that my mum called another party thus letting them know of my situation without prior telling me...everything i did i would tell them before hand first..i believe they shd do the same thing..i wanted my current situation to stay within the family...i wanted to solve it within the family and now this..
problems just keep growing...
just wish it would all go away..no problems..no saddness..no anger..no frustrations..nothing...just peace and stillness and quietness and emptyness...
Posted by shinkaro at 11:20 PM