Monday, October 6, 2008

they told me continue studying till the sem exams and see how i do..told me to continue putting in  my very best to study like what i have been doin now..but theres a feeling inside me..that tells me they dun see one point...that no matter how hard i study...how much effort..there will always be a breaking point...there is only so much the body can take..just like a rubber band..u stretch it too much..the band will snap..and tats wad happened to me...i snapped...for the very first time in my life i snapped...

frm the start of sch i have studied everyday as if it was the exam period..intensive studying...but when i tok to my parents they dun see tat point..they only see that its too early to give up...but tats not really the point..

its onli bout a month till the exams..i see myself and the distance i have to run to get close to where i suppose to be..and its far..very far...to be able to catch up...its not impossible..i think i can..but it comes down to how much my body can take again...if i continue like tat..i will snap again...everyday i wake up its a reflection of how close i am to the exams...everyday i wake up..i know i have to like run a marathon before i can eventually rest at night..

so everyday i onli look forward to the night...where my brain can rest and my body relax...tats what keeps me goin everyday...