Sunday, October 12, 2008

i wanted to do something related to design..but to do this one must have a portfolio..a collection of ur personnel work..be it freelance or frm previous institutions..this i had none..i ask my fren who was in design in poly about my chances of making it into design in uni...even when i knew the answer to the question frm the start i still asked...hoping for a different answer..the answer was the same..tat it would be very difficult..unless the portfolio was very strong..with one who has no background drawing experience whatsoever...tat chance of having a strong portfolio was close to nothing..

my chances of changing course was reduced to non...i then stood around my empty house thinking about other solutions but came out with none..there was always one choice no matter wad..to stay on and continue with my course of study..but the thought of tat dreadful saturday physics test kept appearing in my mind..haunting me..

but i tot to myself..i am now in e design stream of mechanical engineering..if i give up my place now..i would have nothing at all..not even a design element to it..so i came to a hard decision to stay on with my course of study...thinking about the things i need to catch up..i dunno where to start...

dun get me wrong..i am not staying on with my course of study just because i want to...but because i dun have a choice..wads in front of me is onli one path alone..a rocky and uphill path that i have to walk...alone...